teenage dream..

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back My heart stops

When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby
I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby
I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back



p/s : could i be just like her..means not being fams or fabs just have a guy beside me and make me feel like i'm living a teenage dream..most important make me happy..

my list

here are some my list + plan to get it
1) iPod classic - end of April 2011
2) Lappy ACER ( dunno which model wait see ) - end of Oktober 2011
3) Sony PSP (acc present for my lilbro) - end of Disember 2011
4) Wide angle n zoom lens + external flash - before sem6 = end of August 2012

hope sume nih jd kenyataan..
p/s : yg penting saving!!! huhuhu..sabar2..

long story..

lme x on...myb korg dah tertanya2 what happen to me..huhu
it's long story..
myb after 28th i'll story..

just ur self!

rindu sgt!!!!! sama kmu!!!

mmmuahhhh!

n

am just fine

but am lonely

i hv nobody

just me

yeah..just me

n

am trying to find myself

being myself

i'm home!!! hahha

hahha...
akhirnye am home
where is it???
KTMP hahahha
study2...
semangat tuk sem 2!!!
new spirit
new modul!! hahahahaha

p/s : semangat!!! ahahhaha

ckhicken chop vs thai restaurant

hahahha..mmg aku akan igt smpai ble2..
nih sume kes ABG AMIR la..
kuat membebel tul org ni...
mlm td aku, tikah n abg amir pegi tgok wyg dkat JJ Kinta
(knigt and day~ ok la 3star i give)
then after that kteorg pegi la mkn...
memandangkan this wek is the last week am here
and last night was my last night with abg amir
so aku teringin mkn chicken chop yg amat sedap
dkat medan gopeng
(acc dr sblum cuti lg aku teringin mkn chicken chop! huh tp bru dpt mlm td!)
tetapi memandangkan kteorg lmbt so kedai nye dah tutup..
so terpaksa la gi mkn area2 yg terdekat
iaitu thai restaurant dekat area KG.MELAYU

me : asal tmpat ni senyap je...
abg amir : tau pun so jgn nak wat malu lak kat cni..heheheh
me : cet! smpai aty abg nih!!...
(then waitress smpai dgna mke xberslah)
me : nak chicken chop!!
tikah n abg amir : ok la memandangkan last day kte tunaikan..
waitress : nak apa??
me : chicken chop ade??
waitress : (angguk kepala)
me : (tersengih memandang abg amir) ngee...
(so after a quit short time my chicken chop is arrive)
me : (taste it..) n eeewwwww..!
abg amir : (dgn mke blur n berkerut dahinye..) kenape??
me : ayam goreng! n garing n hangus! xsdap! (smbil mke yg menjelikkan)
abg amir : heheh (gelak smbil tgok aku dgn sinis..)
me : cet! btul la...
tikah : meh aku rse (smbil mkn) ok la die nye sos tp gne ayam goreng..
abg amir : mmg la..tgok pun bleh tau la...
me : huh!
tikah : (sengih je la..)
abg amir : ni nak bgtau...pengalaman dalam hidup..
me : (dah start dah membebel die..huhuh dgar je la..smbil mengunyah)
abg amir : mcm ni lah rse nye klu mnx chicken chop kat tahi restaurant!!! hahahahahah
me : abg!!!!!!! wat malu la!!
tikah : tikah dah agak dah abg nak ckp...hahahhahah
me : huh!

memory at KMPk

yg mengingatkan aku semula psa KMPk ni
sbb aku sembg ngan mak aku psal duit..
cerita nye berbunyi begini

adalah satu hari ni
dlm kelas agama dengn Ustaz Amiruddin

ustaz : kmu thu x..duit elaun yg kmu dpt adalah amanah rakyat tuk kmu..oleh itu sy kte haram jika kmu menggunakan duit tersebut kearah yang tidak berfaedah atau yang bukan berkaitan pelajaran..

then the next kelas
after dpt result sem 1 n keputusan 2nd intake
utk upu kos diploma
ade sorg hamba allah nih blah sbb dpt uitm
n xdpt nak teruskan di matrik
oleh itu;

ustaz : klu sy la jd die sy akan stay kat cni dlu
sumone : knape plak ustaz...bkn nak wat pape pun kat cni..dah xdek smgat nak balaja dah
ustaz : bkn apa..die xperlu lah pegi kelas dan sebgainya
sumone : then nak wat pe ustaz duk cni...sakit hati usztaz pasrah pun ye ustaz..
ustaz : bkn nye pegi kelas tp tggu elaun matrix dpt
(semua tercengang n ade yg gelak)
sumone : loh..ustaz ckp juge hram klu kte gune duit tuh tuk benda selain pelajaran (dengan muke bangga!)
ustaz : mmg la sy ckp macam tu..tp spe yg nak bagi rm1250 dkat awak??? sbgai persediaan tuk msuk u ok la tu! mak bapak awak bleh ke tggung?? awak mnx ptptn jgak kan?..tp 1 month kat u dah bleh dpt ptptn ke??..xkan..kene tggu jgak tu pun enth confirm dpt ke x pun kte xtau..
sumone : btul tuh ustaz..tp nnt kene byar blik duit tuh..rm2500 tuh ustaz..kte nak blaja then nak byr jgak...
ustaz : tguh la dlu..byar bile kmu dah keje..ada faham??..(dengan mke tersengih)

p/s : huhu..xdek la klakar mne pun cte nih tp just terigt pesanan ustaz..ade btul jgak kte ustaz
selagi kte ade peluang kte gunakanlah sebaik2 nye..

Grey Sky Morning - Pancaroba

Malam masih muda

Ikutkan rentaknya
Menari cha cha cha
Hilangkan duka lara
Masa bergembira
Hiburkanlah hati yang luka

Papa asal bergaya
Lupakan sengketa
Hidup mesti gembira
Jangan rosakkan jiwa
Usahlah kau lupa
Masa depan disana bahagia

Hidup ini penuh erti
Buat kita berdua
Lupakanlah segala – gala sengketa
Janganlah dikenang kita bangkit semula
Agar kau dan aku hidup dengan bahagia
Inilah kehidupan. pancaroba.

Baik berpada pada
Jahat jangan sekali
Masih ada yang nanti
Untuk jadi pengganti
Mari kita berlari
Berlari ke destinasi yang baru

am i 19??

ok look..
semua benda yang nak kte wat mst ada plan..
plan A or B and etc..

so my plan is..
I WANT GO OUT CATCH UP SOME MOVIES OUT THERE!!
AND HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!! wohooo!!
and kadang2 sume plan xmnjdi sbb ade halangan
SO DO I!!
when it comes like that
MAKE ME HATE TO PLAN!!
but smetime halangan tuh xdek sbnarnye
tp dr sndri n masalah dalaman yg mnjdi halangan
SO I REALLY CONFUSED RITE NOW!
COULD U IMAGINE WHAT I THINKING RITE NOW??..
shit! hate to be like that ^ acc

and sometime masalah dalaman nih influence dr org luar
means mcm PARENTS! or not in MOOD???..
BUT FOR ME THE OBSTACLE IS MY PARENTS!
CAN I JUST DO WHATEVER I WANT WITHOUT ANY REASONS??
or just let me do whatever i want
B'COUSE AM 19 LA!!
AM GROWING UP..
I NOE WHICH ONE IS BAD OR GOOD FOR ME
EITHER TO THEM ALSO??
AND YOU SHOULD TRUST ME!

but sometime all those thing ^ there are not
the big mess acc
but FOR ME IT IS!
B'COS THEY DOESN'T TRUST ME..
and ^ make me thinking
AM I GROW UP??...
and
AM I 19??

(p/s : of cos not! am 18 lg la..huh?? confused!)

flash back..

even kte dah ade kat mne kte skrang nih still lagi perasaan x puas hati tu ada...
why ea??...
in my mind got two bisikan yg always remind me the memory or the gambaran of future..

in 1st case :
i blame my parents sbb i xdpt achieve what i want which is i nak go through on matriculation but not in medical field..
but then i hv to sacrifice my dream accuatally
follow their advice sbb they think it is the best for me
their reasons to me to stop matriculation is in future u mmg ssh nak dpt ur dream job cos yelah in future who know rite?
and my father said that yang die dah bersara so not enough money nak carry me out till uni
lgpun bawah i got many sister n brother to go..
so mean i willing go through to medical field bcos of my siblings yg still schooling lg
so nak jadi kan cerita
a couples week ago i recieve call from USM
they ask me psal result matrix but then i told yg i half way only
then i tnye la blk why call me??...
then he said that they just only want to remind about fasa 2 of UPU
and then they also told yg based on my result for the 1st sem
I LAYAK MSUK USM
so..what u think??...
if i x pegi study kat KTMP i myb dah prepare pg USM amik chemical engineering
i dah ade degree..yg pentg i dpt what i dream..
but it totally wrong..
its vice versa..

the 2nd case :
i forgot all about chemical n myb just go on with medical lab
the result is okay but
my father, he never puas apa yg telah i dpt
everything!!
dari atas hingga ke bawah...
dari dalam hingga ke luar..
he never!
and that was made me very kecewa n sedih sgt2
i dah buat yang terbaik
and i think i patut dpt satu pujian..
so i just forget it because he is my father
x dek guna klu dok bertekak je kan..
so just let it go..
myb ade hikmah

3rd case :
i rse i dah buat yang terbaik dlm hidup i
i ikut ckp my parents
yeah! just follow
they want me to do this
i do..
they want i go anywhre
i go..
but then i think i already 19
so i can do whatever i want
n i can go wherever i want
but i still TERKONGKONG
i got my own money means my own salary
so it's up to me nak buat apa with MY MONEY
i bought a NIKON D3000
for me!..

p/s : myb i dah penat ngan semua nih..so the solution is i just follw them bcos they are my parents..

list to do!

result : 3.45 alhamdulillah lepas...

i'm going home this weekend : 27.05.2010 petang...

serabut memikirkan masa depan (blah la! F**K)

love my self..

duk kat cni aku da start to be myself...
i could fine my self..
wah!
mst pelik kan..
actually living here i learn something
yang mmg x pnah aku jumpe..
such as :
1) memasak! haha aku dah pndai memasak..ari tuh aku masak bayam! yeah!
2) i learn BIOLOGI MANUSIA..n actually i gonna LIKE it! huhu yelah time f4 n f5 i HATE that subject..huhu but now nop really it's FUN!
3) i learn about FRIENDSHIP...persahabatn yg terbina antara kteorg dkat cni mmg diff dr yg pnah aku jalinkan sblum..full of memory n perangai actually yg pling pntg la...
sbb mcm2 kerenah aku jmpe...but i still love them..xkire buruk mcm mne pun n xkire baik mcm mne pun i still LOVE them so MUCH! xOxO
4) here i learn to be a MUSLIM sbb ade one phrase ni dlm satu buku says' :

'Klu kite nak jadi baik kite kne thu define BAIK tuh apa?

beriman dengan allah tuh 'baik' &

BERIMAN dengan allah tuh mcm mne??

amar ma'aruf nahi mungkar

means buat apa yang disuruh dan tinggal apa yg dilarang'

'hince selagi ada benda yang blum settle tu nmanya blum baik lg la..'

contoh

'klu seorang PEREMPUAN tu pakai TUDUNG tapi TAK solat, BELUM cukup BAIK'

'same goes when SOLAT cukup BUT TAK PAKAI TUDUNG'

and

also same goes to GUYS, even baca ALQURAN but tiap-tiap hari MAIN BOLA tapi NAMPAK KEPALA LUTUT,

or

SOLAT tapi duk BERPEGANG TANGAN ANAK DARA ORANG.. tuh pun belum cukup BAIK lagi'

ssb

ALLAH dah kata ya ayyuhallazina aamanudkhulu fissilmi kaaffah. (al-baqarah-208)

mksudnye

mksuklah kmu ke dlm ISLAM sepenuhnya dan JANGAN ikut SYAITAN kerana dia MUSUH yang nyata'

maknanya

tak boleh la nak practise islam tu secara Juz'ie.

selagi tak embrace ISLAM tu penuh, tak cukup BAIK la kiranya..

so from there i made a conclusion that...they are many things that should we do so that kite jadi BAIK...means thee 4th lesson is I learn to be BAIK as a MUSLIM should do...

it's not only depend on our IMAN but ur SINCERITY to ALLAH n ur BELIEVE to ALLAH..

5) being a MUSLIM yang BAIK i learn to LOVE myself!

p/s : Insya-ALLAH

make it short and simple...just say it loud!!..yeah!

just say it loud!!!...

what ever u want..want ever u need!

never give up!..yeah!!..



ari aku rse semangat skit..

even men bola tmpar kalah..

but atleast i learned something..

which is = teamwork @ kerjasama..

apa yg PENTING??? KERJASAMA..hahah



life is full of mystery..

we have to discover by our self..

if not..

it will disappear n go away further

we have to catch it..

we should work it out..

make a good work based on

ur sincerity..

ur ability..

ur past n mistake..

cause it will guide us..



however..

friends also helps us...

they will land their

hand ;

ear ;

eye;

shoulder;

just to make the friendship

jot down all the memory

Let jot down all the memory..

from Februari 2010 untill March 2010.

Being a MLT ..

it is lot of memory, lot of joy, lot of friends!

let me introduce one by one..

this is Syafiqah @ Ciqah @ Ben10

this is Hidayah n Ain @ my rOomate

geng2 org tua except me n ciqah,
from left abg wan, beto, bad(pling tggi)

ini adalah org pling tua @ Harith Najmi @ abg long kami

n this is all the memory yg smpat di ambil spnjg kteorg kat cni...

from left Mellissa, Me, Pah, Ciqah (down), Maryam, Akak

Pah, Ayu n Me
from left

i'd really beatiful moment with u,

thanks 4 being my friends..

friends till end...untill the last breath still on..

p/s : hope the memory will last 4ever...

new life

hidup semula aku kat KL..huhu
mmg dah lme aku tggalkan tp
nak wat mcm mne dah jodoh aku kat cni...
having fun + fuya-fuya + STUDY
3 thn aku kan duk kat cni..
blaja..blaja..blaja..
blaja apa?? ha! tuh la yg kte nak tahu..hahah

kos yg diambil : Diploma Teknologi Makmal Perubatan
dgn kte yg len Medical LAb Technology..(glamour skit nme..)
tempat : Kolej Teknologi Makmal Perubatan Kuala Lumpur
lokasi (terperinci) : sblah HKL n dkat ngan Jln Chow Kit..
so tiap2 hari aku lpak chow kit..mencuci mata..hahah

and unfotunately my hostel
sgtla jauh..blakang IJN so pk la sndiri brapa jauh..hahha
so far al soo goood..heheh
n way..
mmg ok la duk cni..xdek la tension sgt mcm kat matrik
but i'm still miss my lovely frends there...

and disini aku still mencari hala tuju n mengharap kan keajaiban berlaku
walaupun IMPOSIBLE..huhu...
thinking n hoping