am i 19??

ok look..
semua benda yang nak kte wat mst ada plan..
plan A or B and etc..

so my plan is..
I WANT GO OUT CATCH UP SOME MOVIES OUT THERE!!
AND HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!! wohooo!!
and kadang2 sume plan xmnjdi sbb ade halangan
SO DO I!!
when it comes like that
MAKE ME HATE TO PLAN!!
but smetime halangan tuh xdek sbnarnye
tp dr sndri n masalah dalaman yg mnjdi halangan
SO I REALLY CONFUSED RITE NOW!
COULD U IMAGINE WHAT I THINKING RITE NOW??..
shit! hate to be like that ^ acc

and sometime masalah dalaman nih influence dr org luar
means mcm PARENTS! or not in MOOD???..
BUT FOR ME THE OBSTACLE IS MY PARENTS!
CAN I JUST DO WHATEVER I WANT WITHOUT ANY REASONS??
or just let me do whatever i want
B'COUSE AM 19 LA!!
AM GROWING UP..
I NOE WHICH ONE IS BAD OR GOOD FOR ME
EITHER TO THEM ALSO??
AND YOU SHOULD TRUST ME!

but sometime all those thing ^ there are not
the big mess acc
but FOR ME IT IS!
B'COS THEY DOESN'T TRUST ME..
and ^ make me thinking
AM I GROW UP??...
and
AM I 19??

(p/s : of cos not! am 18 lg la..huh?? confused!)